CUT

 

 

I get why people cut now.

 

That space, between your hand and the rest of your arm. Where hints of thin greenish-blue veins appear? That space. I get why they cut.

 

They cut to feel. The rest of the world has been hurting them anyway, why can't thy hurt themselves too? Why not?

 

I guess. That's why they cut.

 

I'm using the word they. I don't cut. At least not yet.

 

I don't plan to. I don't like pain to be honest, I don't think anyone does. People cut not because they want pain, they cut because they think they deserve it.

 

They think they deserve the pain.

 

I don't feel sorry for them. Right now, I understand them.

 

To help people, you have to understand them first.

 

That's why I'm go through this.

 

Because how do I understand them if I don't know what they've been through?